Posted by pinkeye on June 24, 2005, at 20:44:51
In reply to Re: Daisy - I am worried for you » pinkeye, posted by TofuEmmy on June 24, 2005, at 20:32:26
Yes, I realized it was really uncalled for, and so very shallow of me not to have thought carefully before writing it. And even more shallow to not recognize how upset she was by my post.
Somehow I didn't think it had that kind of an effect. When I read Falls post, I thought Daisy was more upset by her therapist leaving for vacation than about my post.
I really didn't mean it that way. I was projecting my own stuff, which I should not have done. And I have said in the past several times how highly I think of Daisy's T in many of her posts. I have even said that I look to her posts about her T to gain some insight for myself because I think he is as close to perfection as anybody could ever get.
I somehow felt stupidly protective of her when I wrote that post - almost like a paranoia.. (which I realize have been my own projection. I seem to be doing that awfully a lot here and I apologize. I will refrain from saying anything like that to anyone hereafter).
Daisy - I didn't mean to say anything bad about your T. I just kind of nightmarishly imagined the worst thing and just wrote it out very very stupidly. And I didn't mean to offend you or your T in any way. I am really sorry. I shouldn't have done it. And I promise I won't project any further to anyone.
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