Posted by Shortelise on April 19, 2005, at 23:20:34
In reply to Re: ((((ShortE))))) » Shortelise, posted by pinkeye on April 19, 2005, at 14:18:10
But see, what I don't get is what this is, what it is I am feeling. I no longer want what I used to want from him, to be loved by him as though I were his child, as if I were his beloved soemthing to be cared for and protected and nurtured. It's ok that that's over. I want something else now. Something else. Not love, not for him to declare that I can't live my life without his help, but something. There's jst soemthing missing, and I feel that if I could figure it out, figure out what I need from him and ask him for it, he'd understand, and let me have it.
Ouch
SHortE
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