Posted by Racer on March 24, 2004, at 16:06:48
In reply to Re: People's Ages, posted by Fallen4myT on March 24, 2004, at 11:16:26
It's not my T, it's my pdoc: again, he was assigned to me, and he's absolutely everything that makes me get weak around men. Does it have anything to do with the structure of the relationship? That he's in a position of benign authority over me? Probably. But it has a whole lot to do with that whole Young Jimmy Stewart thing he's got going on. (Just my luck: he's probably gay. The universe, if I haven't mentioned it, hates me. Worse yet, he might be straight -- as if that would do me any good.) Would I take him wrapped in a bright green ribbon for my birthday? In a heartbeat. (Let me think about that for a minute: in a nanosecond.)
It does interfere with my ability to communicate with him, although I think I might be getting better about that. (Of course, I got so freaked out recently that I cancelled my appointment with him. I do have another, though, so maybe I'll see if it's easier...)
And I, too, am older than the posters above -- almost as old as both combined. I don't know what effect that has on this, though.
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