Posted by All Done on March 23, 2004, at 16:40:32
In reply to Re: Shared with my T (long update), posted by DaisyM on March 22, 2004, at 13:59:01
Daisy,
Thank you so much for all of your support! I re-read your posts just before I went to see my T and it really helped me maintain at least enough courage.
As I said in an earlier post to lonelygirl, I think I’ve been a bit too hard on my T lately. I do understand that he has certain techniques he is using with me. They all have them and they have to choose which ones will work best based solely on what we tell them since that is how they know us. I guess that just kind of makes it feel like a magician revealing how he does the trick just before he does it. But again, I understand he is just hard at work trying to help me learn and trust. It just takes time.
I also have to admit that I’ve been thinking a lot lately about his age. He is 32. I’m 31. I told him I don’t have and have never really had much faith in “guys” my age. This probably goes back to my school age years, but it has been manifesting itself in my relationship with my T lately and I get all whiny about his sincerity.
To answer your question, I am breathing a little easier now. It did go well and I was proud of myself for sharing, too.
Hope you found some great shoes :).
Take care,
All Done
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