Posted by Lamdage22 on August 24, 2013, at 0:49:44
the road back to your real self? Does everyone hate themselves so much?
Guess what, its like this, you drink alcohol, you are disinhibited, you drink coffee, you are awake. You smoke a joint, you are giggly. And you are NOT your natural self. And even this (if you are into being somebody other than you) doesnt last forever. Your brain adapts. Maybe to restore your natural self?
To restore natural bodily function?I do not believe any chemical substance whatever, can make you a damn bit better than you are at your core.
Do you think God is so incompetent to not design your psyche, your soul and your brain in a way that you have a reason to be here? Without god. Were is acceptance? Acceptance of reality?
If you take psyche meds, you are DIFFERENT. Do you like that? To be something other than you? Is that having control?
Do you think it gets better with time? You need to learn to handle yourself, be gentle with yourself and be loving with yourself. Taking pills to be different is not loving yourself.These companys, the doctors and unfortunately even the patients themselves suggest to you that you are not ok unless you take pills. Do you wish to be treated like that?
Mightnt there be other ways to help a person, whatever problem they have? Arent there many options to try other than violating your soul by putting on a chemical straight jacket?
It is funny how no one was afraid of me or overly concerned about me.
Omg, i didnt go to the doctor. I didnt take my seroquel because i got SICK of it. I didnt sleep this night and i felt like throwing up.But i dream of a world, where we can help people or even handle difficult people without sending them down the pharmaceutical death-path. It is not real. How can it be real?
Am i in a desirable state of mind? Nope. But i do this because i believe there is another way of living.
While i throw up from quitting Seroquel and by the stuffed down disgust.
This belief, that there is something essentially wrong with you, opens you up for a life of abuse. Does it come from childhood? You bet! Even if it doesnt. Its not a justification to medicate so many people. We are not perfect. We shouldnt be perfect. Can you think of a more boring world? Everything is perfect? Thats exactly like "brave new world". And i feel Psychiatry is clearly heading that direction. Do Psychiatrists or Psychologists really care?
Dont think so. How could they. They are NOT your parent. Not your friend. And if you feel you have sh*tty parents, thats too bad. But guess what, you are not going to get other parents. Which doesnt mean you cant accept help from people you trust. So accept yourself and accept your parents and dont go down this route of self abuse and victim mentality, that will be happily assisted by Psychiatry. Even against your will, if you need to be forcibly abused for whatever reason!
I am a very naive person! Why dont you just shoot me?
Oh i started into babble so enthusiastically. With the wings of Nardil.. it sounds like heaven. Do you notice the stupidity?
I hereby want to revoke any recommendation for any drug that is not intended to treat real physical disease, that i have ever made.
And i sure didnt appreciate your recommendation for Nardil. I feel like a piece of sh*t now. Before i took your magic-bullet, i was KIND OF a little bit better!
I had some problems that could have been solved.
Schizo-affective
Seasonal-Affective
Social Anxiety
some PTSD
some Inattentive ADS
300 Seroquel, 1200 Acetylcystein
40-50 mg Parnate
Contemplated: Prazosin for nighmaires
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