Posted by jennifer248805 on July 6, 2013, at 12:29:03
In reply to Re: Geodon bringing on major depression » jennifer248805, posted by Phillipa on July 5, 2013, at 9:38:06
Treatment of bipolar depression with secondary panic disorder.
I tried abilify and all it did was put me to sleep. The fatigue made me stop it altogether. I was constantly wanting to just go to sleep. In the middle of working I used to have overwhelming desire to curl up on the floor and go to sleep. Prohibitive, so I stopped the abilify.
Right now it seems the depression is worse that the manic. My manic episodes just involve irritablility and angry outbursts and the inability to tolerate any kind of repetitive sounds or just noises in general become completely intolerable. Right now the noise thing isn't too bad but I'm weeping all the time and I feel like a caged animal desperate to get out. W want to get out....of my life, of my job, of everything and the desire is so overwhelming I either punch holes in walls or sit and tremble or cry uncontrollably. Realy horrible feeling being that desperate to be released from this life. Can;t hardly describe it right. It's like an inner vibration screaming at me to get out like something terrible will happen if I don't.
Don't know if it's just a coincidence but this feeling has certainly been intensified recently (since starting the Geodon).
But I'm also wanting to go to bed and stay there, don't want to do anything at all that used to make me happy, nothing makes me feel good anymore.
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