Posted by hyperfocus on December 16, 2011, at 20:14:02
In reply to Re: reset » hyperfocus, posted by SLS on December 16, 2011, at 13:50:50
> I continue to lie to myself that I will ever get well. I am afraid of where the truth would lead me.
The only truth that matters is that you're a good person who tries to help people. That's the only thing human beings really have control of. No one, rich or poor, can will their immune system to function normally or their cancer cells to stop reproducing.
"Blessed are they who have been persecuted
within themselves. It is they who have truly come to know the
Father. Blessed are the hungry, for the belly of him who desires
will be filled."I came across this in the Gospel of Thomas. Maybe it means something. Maybe it doesn't. Who knows. One day you'll look back at this time and feel like all the struggle was worth it.
C-PTSD: social phobia, major depression, dissociation.
Currently: 500mg amitriptyline single dose at night.
Also: Allegra, 1000mg Vitamin C.
Slowly improving.
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