Posted by B2chica on April 11, 2011, at 12:09:46
In reply to Re: Please anxiety meds » B2chica, posted by floatingbridge on April 9, 2011, at 18:16:47
ok. i talk too much in my sessions.
so he's insistent on me having an antipsychotic.
he Rx'd perphenazine (see freak-out link down below).
part of my freak-out is based from past experience with meds. other i'm sure is my paranoid anxiety (thus a need for AP).
i know zyprexa wont hurt me as i've taken it many times in the past and it works great. but they ALWAYS up me to 10 and thats when i gain weight.
perphenazine is Supposed to be weight-neutral.but honestly i'm scared sh**less.
and i dont know why.
i think i need to get drunk to take my first dose!
@#$(*&#&*&
dang it i JUST wanted something different for my anxiety....on the other hand i KNOW i get irrational thoughts. but i KNOW they are irrational. (thus again thats why the dx of psychotic depression).
its a cycle, my anxiety gets worse my psy symptoms get worse. my depression gets worse my psy symptoms get worse.
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