Posted by Vic80 on May 2, 2010, at 5:06:51
Rx: Lexapro 20mg -> 10mg (felt great for 4 days then the madness started), upped it back to 15mg, now tapering down - 12.5mg to last till another week.
Lorazepam: Basically Rxed to aid sleep onset, then rxed for 'anxiety'(pdoc calls w/d symptoms as rebound anxiety!)
lorazepam: 0.5mg-0.5mg-1mgThe day starts with feeling absolutely flat and sick, songs and words stuck in my head, constant observation of symptoms, acute apathy and indifference, unease and a general feeling of losing it....
have 12.5mg Lexapro, in half hour 0.5mg Lorazepam.... takes around 30 mins to kick in, keeps me dulled and numbed for 2 hours, then it starts to wear off - starts with mild sedation, malaise and irritability and turns into dysphoria, antagonism and disgust.The second dose in afternoon does the same, but the post-effect the dysphoria is stronger.
Night - 1mg calms me down, though I feel a bit zombiefied, given me good sleep.
I wake up feeling sick - apathetic and anhedonicHave neve felt such anhedonia and apathy before - like someone could slap me for no reason and I'll just not bother.... no pleasure out of anything at all...
(have been on lex for just 4 months)
Lex withdrawal OR lorazepam side effect OR if this is just depression without the melancholia and somatic symptoms like insomnia, appetite and fatigue.....?????
poster:Vic80
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