Posted by Maxime on October 29, 2009, at 16:47:23
In reply to Re: Could use all advice and experiences, posted by Monica L on October 28, 2009, at 18:55:03
> > Ruminations are worries. Do you spend a lot of time worrying about what's wrong with you, what's wrong with life, what's wrong with others? Do you have thoughts that keep on coming back into your mind? Do you have trouble stopping on thinking about bad things?
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> > These kinds of thoughts require special therapy. What state are you in?
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> I cant even begin to tell you everything I worry about. I worry about EVERYTHING. The way I look, the way I dress, my house how I cant keep it looking decent, how I never finish anything!!! Is this cause I continue to ruminate, is that why I can't get anything done, ever? I always worry something bad is going to happen, to my kids, to my marriage. I feel like such a failure, I can't finish college courses, nothing is fulfilling to me. We just moved here to North Carolina and I worry about not making any friends. I worry no one will like me or I will do something wrong. I can't keep order in anything I do. I'm always on edge waiting for something horrible to happen. Sorry, but I could go on and on. I just know life isn't supposed to be like this, and I'm tired of and I want to give up. I wouldn't be missed, I'm useless.
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>God, I could have written that. :(
poster:Maxime
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