Posted by emmanuel98 on October 12, 2009, at 20:06:45
In reply to suicidal ideation, posted by markwell on October 12, 2009, at 11:22:32
I had been hospitalized three times in the past two years and was not responding to medications, like you. I finally agreed this summer to try one more hospitalization. They kept me for a while, started me on parnate and I've been great ever since. I can't believe I was so suicidal before this. I have a good life and would have made people I love desperately unhappy if I had killed myself. Try to hold on. There are good hospitals and good meds to try.
> I am really struggling with depression and feel like ending my life is the only thing that will take away my pain. I thought about going to the hospital but I had a terrible experience last winter. I am on 10 mg of paxil and meds just dont help me. Please if someone could offer advice.
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