Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 5:15:57
In reply to Re: What are events that occur into a breakdown? » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on December 9, 2008, at 0:56:54
hi...
its 5am, can't sleep. I just want this period to just go away, i've had these episodes before, "complete derealization", this time its at a peak.
Seeing these post, i can see that this is maybe, "people dont know how to help"
They dont know what to say.....that's life, people have offered help, i declined it, because the help there offering, isnt accecptable, like going to hospital, or seeing a psychiatrist that treats you like number, rather than patient, no...and that is a big "No".
I'm fed with this therpist/psychiatrist sh*t, why dont i see a psychiatrist, well paid, well-reputation that can understand me fully, i can talk, he can give advice about indepth thoughts. This "today" see a therpist and work with a psychiatrist, is b*llsh*t, see a psychiatrist and tell them, for a at least an 45min what's going on. Therpist just "plan out hopelness" that's why i dont like them, seen 4. Fed up!
and.....being locked away in some danmed aylum where they give you Haliperidol (Haldol) which is actually the worst place anyone could be. Haldol, i've read causes "stare, drouling of the mouth, lifelessness"
Having emotions at least...is some good.No.....because the result, it will do nothing. I'll read about it, and i know i'm not going to be in a "medical torchure" hell.
I'm not myself right now, i dont what's happened, this passive agressive like personality is becoming me.
Well, i gotta get to bed. Work.....and especially during this period, it's bad.
By the way....can you spell the word H-A-T-E with a burning passion, of a family who "removes" someone from everything. I've got ideas about getting out, i just dont care, i dont a feelings, and that's good because, if your family insults you, that's not your family, that's just another dumbass who lives in life.
What are doing for the holidays?
Babblemail, but i havent checked my email, funny dr-bob christmas, in chicago.
Maybe it will happen.
rj
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