Posted by your#1fan on February 28, 2008, at 20:11:44
In reply to Re: Im so upset right now, posted by Phillipa on February 28, 2008, at 18:30:03
I admit, i have low's during the day where im lethagric and really dont feel like doing anything. Its a real pain because i have prep, and psyche. I hate anything that sedates me really. I have a lazy and a racy mind combined.
Like 1..2..3 lets go! i immidatly put my thoughts in a ordered fashion, so that i can place them on a post.
What i dont want is any thing to get understood here, things i do. I want to know why i do the things i during the day. Call the doctor 15 times in at least month....actaully more than that! stating to him i cannot focus, im losing things, he didnt call me back. Exept sometimes, stating no ADHD with out mother. My mother cares for me, but at the same time, i trapped in a cage. Ready to get out!
The fact my doctor just disowned me, because my mother in fact did state to him about abuse, her main view is she doenst want me on a stimulant period. And she conviced the doctor, i it was a JAWDROP what happened his additute towards me, after the phone calls i made to him over and over again, and the letter i sent him. He disgrarded all of them.
The fact i went into the session with hopes because i thought he would be a good doctor and read, and hear all my phone calls. But it was all overrided "i can not trust you" "you'll have to cope on your own" "im sorry" just devestated me, i said "no" i can take it properly, "you said that before"
These things never ever happened with stimulants, suicdal thoughts, psychosis, ever. Insomnia was the most prominant side effect, that was it, and i admit i would blow up really bad when my mother would scream at me. I would just let her have it. Thats what happened. My doctor told me "im responsible for your psychiatric condition" WELL YOU DEFINETLY NOT with all the phone calls i made to him, and letters! IGNORED! that is b*llsh*t. I have had high's, he would never call me back. My mother had a plot against me, because she knew in her head that she was never going to let the doctor treat me for ADHD.
I have get up tommorow, have a million things to do, i have to have all this energy ya know? With the doctor knowing that i am struggling.
I hate my life right now. Help me with some support...anyone please...!
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