Posted by tepi on November 25, 2007, at 19:59:57
In reply to Re: What else with Nardil ? Sugesstions, posted by Racer on November 25, 2007, at 14:25:13
> It would help a lot to know what symptoms you're still having trouble with, because otherwise there's no way to know what might help...
>
> Good luck, and it's good to see you here.Hi racer
well for example , I went to a nephew party 2 hrs ago . I tought there was gonna be just some people , member of my family likrely. But When I reach the house I saw a lot of cars and that made me fell umconfortable ( I would have no enter there if were not for xanax and nardil )
Anyway I enter , and said good nigth , but nobody answered my greeting ( this kinds of things always made me going down , maybe they did not listen to me , anyway my mind did not thougth that, I ad toughts like , well nobody care Im here and more)
Then I just sit alone and started to hear what other people talk, I never talk , maybe I could answer question with 2 or 3 words but that is all. So all the time Im judginf how fool I am , wishing I could enter someplace and everboyd say hello , and when I talk everybody listen,
In this moment the little words I say are not taken in count. I am sure that they can feel how insecure I am.
Same happen on my job when I suggest something
I am still there because they see I can do it and wellIt is kind of paranoic thougths , insecurity about myself , always worried about what other people think of me.
Damn I feel better when I drink , why there is no med that could act like alcohol??This may sounds so stupid and you may think , "thats all ? , I thougth you had worst things" , but belive me , and I swear on my mother and father lives that this is the worst thing one`s can suffer (among others). It could be the perfect punish for a serial killer
I am back at house now , no one with to talk to
just thinking I need to do something
poster:tepi
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