Posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
Well I have again Nardil..... wow this was a
tough time . I got very angry with this pharmacy
I was emailing them every day . they must be
hating me now. It is just that I was very desperated , I had to look for another source.
thanks for that Dec.Well I have nardil again in my blood , in some
days I wll be "normal" again I supose.I had an olds friend wedding party yesterday.
I had a bad time. Everybody brought their girls with them , and I went there alone . I just remember
all gettung up the table to go dancing and I was there , alone, in a huge table. God that hurts!
I felt everybody was laughin at me , thinking bad things about me , how fool I was. Could not resist this , so I asked my cousin his car keys and I got out of there and locked in his car and felt asleep instead. No party for me.Honestly... do you really believe I would married someone in this life ? I believe no ones deserves to have someone like me on her side. I would only bring her problems and sadness to life.
and more , I dont want a child suffering this and also me suffering the way my parent suffer because of meI cant find the point of being in this world...
if I went to leave europe , you believe I could have a better treatment ?
sometimes I doubt , it is the same , doctors just gave pills and pills , so it is all the sameGod, this is hard
poster:tepi
thread:793324
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