EMSAM end of day 6

Posted by KayeBaby on April 29, 2007, at 23:59:38

In reply to Re: end of day 5 » KayeBaby, posted by Phillipa on April 28, 2007, at 18:54:19

Today. Had a couple of rough spots with just feeling weird. The bout of sadness today and just now, I had a similar feeling for a short time. It is fading now but I just felt.....afraid and unreal.
Talking to a freind today about this we theorized that maybe I have been rather numb for awhile and that this is just my emotions resurfacing. Similar to what Declan suggested earlier.
I am still lazy but not actually tired. Lazy is probably the habit portion. I will set some goals for myself and see what I can actually accomplish.
I do feel more present and in the moment which is a good thing.
Right now I feel like I have a slight cramp of grief in my heart. Like when you have lost a loved one recently and you can't quite take your mind from it.
I have noticed that I am writing "I feel" more than "I think" which is unusual for me.
I feel (fruedian mispelling changed from I fell-lol)out of my element.

Good Night,
Kaye

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Re: 2nd day-Now the 3rd » KayeBaby Phillipa 4/25/07
Re: 2nd day-Now the 3rd » Phillipa KayeBaby 4/25/07
Re: 2nd day-Now the 3rd » KayeBaby Phillipa 4/25/07
4th day KayeBaby 4/26/07
Re: 4th day » KayeBaby jealibeanz 4/26/07
12 hours of sleep on Emsam is a U.S, record » KayeBaby UgottaHaveHope 4/26/07
Re: 12 hours of sleep on Emsam is a U.S, record KayeBaby 4/27/07
Now officially day 5 :) (nm) KayeBaby 4/27/07
end of day 5 KayeBaby 4/28/07
Re: end of day 5 KayeBaby 4/28/07
mark the above as day 6 (nm) KayeBaby 4/28/07
Re: end of day 5 » KayeBaby Phillipa 4/28/07
EMSAM end of day 6 KayeBaby 4/29/07
Day 10 EMSAM KayeBaby 5/2/07

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