Posted by rjlockhart on April 27, 2007, at 8:57:11
Who ever read this post i am seriously in high anxiety right now.
I dont know what is going on in my body, or mind, i dont know, i dont recognize somethings, i had disturbing dreams that i almost thought where reality when i woke up.
This is the first time i have came back and posted for some REAL help.
Im expereincing right now high anxiety, feeling not real, feeling im possesed by a spirit and i am not trying, i cant even think right now, im staring at the computer BLIZT. Its 8:43am right now, i have off from work, Im getting thoughts in my head that are not mine, and i am serious, im not trying to at all trying to tell it any other way. Im scared beyound fear. Im putting my hands over my mouth, i dont know what is happening, i've had instablity like this before, but this was years ago, now its worse, its just came back.
My mom thinks im fine, i dont need to go the doctor, the only way i can i have full control over what when i see the doctor is when i move out of this house. I have been fine until right now.
But please dont ask me about the doctor, im need some support, i dont know what is happening if im losing my, i dont know if im possesed, i had a very disturbing dream, i dont want to talk about it.
Xanax last night did not calm this down, maybe because im too tolerant? i took 3mg! this would not go away, i got up, i could not sleep, its worse this morning. Oh god, please tell me that im not tolerant to xanax.
If there is anyone one out there reading this, i need your help. I am seriously having anxiety reactions, almost near psychotic reactions, i almost dont feel real, im walking around like im a mental patient, im not like this at all, never, that why im thinking this dream had something to do with this.
Please respond with anything.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:753901
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