Posted by iforgotmypassword on November 20, 2005, at 2:52:07
point?
went out tonight, first time in god knows how long. can't talk to people, just saying things in humilating and humiliating ways. mind just goes blank blank... i go off on automatic but realized i hit the social self destruct button instead.
really i said stupid, humiliating things, and didn't stop. i didn't just think that was how it happened, it was. it was terrible. like as if it's okay, i'm old i don't recognize the world anymore, so yeah if i don't like this place, i should just get up and say i want out. like everyone is graced with that option, so use it. why isn't as simple as making that statement and position? i very very very tired.
poster:iforgotmypassword
thread:580558
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20051119/msgs/580558.html