Posted by fairywings on July 24, 2005, at 9:00:15
In reply to Re: Is the psychosis in BPD real psychosis? » Phillipa, posted by Deneb on July 24, 2005, at 0:08:40
> Off and on I've thought that certain people want me to die. Once here I thought I had to be a martyr and kill myself to save people from being blocked. I'm totally over that now, I hope.
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> Recently again I thought someone wanted me to die. I don't know if I really truly believed these things, but I know I was extremely extremely upset in all cases (except in the happy case)...upset enough that I think my life was in danger.
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> Deneb
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Hey Deneb,Psychosis is a break with reality. Do you still feel like you're in reality when it happens? I guess what you're describing is being paranoid, at least that's what it sounds like. Have you told your p-doc what you experience, in the words you used above?
Why don't you ask your p-doc about meds. I wouldn't take them if you don't need them, but if you think you do, then you might ask her about it. Sure can't hurt to have a discussion about meds.
Too bad about your GP. Are you looking for a new one? Good luck with all of this.
FW/Jazzy
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