Posted by lara53 on April 9, 2005, at 4:52:06
In reply to Re: I have officially lost my marbles.. » Spriggy, posted by MidnightBlue on April 9, 2005, at 0:22:19
Spiggy, Are you still taking lamictal? I don't read all posts. I am just learning about rapid cycling so I probably shouldn't give advice.but thats what you sound like. Thats what I have had for so long,just blamed it on anxiety,do you have a diagnosis? I am just thinking, sounds like some form of BP. But again I am just learning. I always thought there was just the "way off the wall one".The agitation and irritability that you can't control IS awful.Thank goodness for your supportive husband;mine is just getting more angry at me this week. Also during "that time of month" I believe is much worse. I used to be a good "Christian" but the last 10yrs when I was so out of control with my behavior I would feel bad about even praying because of guilt of not doing what I should and acting the way I do;I felt HE has had it with me.But HE is so much still in my heart I know HE is real,and now I am in tears. I so want to be a good person again. I have already prayed for you before writing,we all need people who understand. I hope today is better for you,cant see for the tears,bye.I hope this makes some kind od sense.
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