Posted by AMD on February 25, 2005, at 0:07:21
In reply to Re: One step forward, two steps back?, posted by banga on February 24, 2005, at 17:00:57
Thanks for your note.
It was easy to break my addition: I moved to the other side of the country!
Actually, I wasn't so much addicted physically as I want screwed up in general, and the cocaine just added to that complete sense of losing control. My bigger problem I think was drinking to the point of blackout, oh, three or four times a week. Party like a rock star, that's what I did.
Mentally -- I'm not sure. I am a little less sharp sometimes, I think, but then again that could just be my mind playing tricks on me. If you obsess over something long enough it starts to feel real.
I'm feeling OK now, so I hope within a few days I'll be back off dr-bob.org ;)
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