Posted by woolav on December 21, 2004, at 20:13:03
In reply to Re: help, dont want to be here anymore........ » woolav, posted by jujube on December 21, 2004, at 18:28:06
Thanks for your kind thoughts. I just feel like i cant get away from the demons of my past. I have alot of issues that no one understands. My father is dying, my daughter is growing up. I feel like when he is gone, and my daughter is off in college, i wont have 1 reason to stay here. I know i have to fight this, but its sooo hard. My grandmother killed herself when i was 2, and I never understood why she would do that to her family, but i do understand and that is what scares me now....
I will try to hold on and keep fighting though.
hugs. sandy
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