Posted by Karen_kay on December 18, 2003, at 15:51:00
In reply to Re: Quit the Topamax? » Karen_kay, posted by katia on December 18, 2003, at 13:57:05
Hiya!
I've never had a mixed state. I'm very glad for that!
And the naked thing. Well, that has happened several times. It seems that I have a knack for taking my clothes off. Which is strange because I have this "thing" about my boobs (they're tiny
:( But, my sisters (I love them, but one in particular takes advantage of me, especially when I'm manic) and I were walking past the house of a man I had a crush on (a 40 something year old boss at work) and she was like "Take off your clothes" and I thought "What the hell, that'll get his attention" And I did. At about 2 in the afternoon. And another time we were walking down Main Street in my hometown in the middle of the afternoon, and I was manic again and the same sister (who knew I wasn't in the right state of mind, and also knows that I hesitate to turn down a dare) said "I dare you to take off you clothes and walk down the street" It seemed like a good idea at the time. It still doesn't seem like it was a bad idea. I didn't get caught. No harm, no foul, right?And no, I hadn't been drinking at all... Just plain old mania will do the trick for me....
As for Christmas, good for you! I'm glad that you have someone close to spend the holidays with. I'm going to be alone, but I'm not upset in the slightest. I could go to my sister's or my boyfriend's family, but I think I should stay home (with my doggie). I need a break and some time to really think about things. I've just been stressed lately and have been avoiding some things. This is the perfect opportunity to think about everything. The only problem is making everyone think that I'm not home alone. How can I do that? If my boyfriend finds out I am planning on staying home, he'll drag me there. If my sister finds out I want to stay home, she'll come up here and get me. I don't think of the holiday as a big deal. I just WANT to be alone. And my boyfriend is only leaving for a couple of days. Help me think of a plan. Maybe I can tell my sister I'm going with Andy. And tell Andy I'm going to my sister's.. And stay home and drink whiskey sours all night long.... yummy!!!!!
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