Posted by Stavros on November 18, 2003, at 14:01:20
In reply to Re: I cannot get away from myself and free my mind » Stavros, posted by KimberlyDi on November 18, 2003, at 13:36:45
KDi, Thanks for your response.
You maybe correct? I have not idea what is what any longer? For all I know now is that my mind wants to know why x is there instead of the pain of x? X is dismantleing/consuming my life even more and I cannot get out. I resigned from work to get to the bottom of this and now it's really consuming me. I am so sick of rising above the terrible feeling inside of me and I cannot get away at all. The time in between meds is killing me also. I cannot enjoy myself in anything. I am very very deep in hopeless feelings and just hope that I can some how get out. God bless this Strattera to give me a bit of a break from me.
Ever so helpless,
Stavros
> What if "X" isn't the problem? Maybe you hold onto "X" because you don't know what to replace it with. I hold onto my pain, wrongly, because it's how I define myself. There's a void without "X" that I'm afraid of. The void that is supposed to be filled with what I want out of life and which direction I'm supposed to be headed in.
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> Or... maybe it's just the ADHD in ya, and Strattera will help you focus. I had some success with Strattera and I wish you luck.
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> KDi in TX
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