Posted by Cindy W on March 20, 2000, at 9:05:56
In reply to Update... :), posted by NikkiT on March 20, 2000, at 6:52:36
> OK.. I'm not great at responding to posts yet... Feel quite - well, blown away by other peoples knowledge, and feel too useless to reply as yet. I'm sure that I will work up some courage for more soon.
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> Anyway, I saw a post asking if I was OK.
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> Okish I guess. I feel alot better physically than last week, even though I still have alot of problems with the focusing of my eyes. They kind of flicker alot.
> But mentally... if you'd asked me 4 hours ago,. I'd have probably also said I feel alot better, but that string holding me up snapped, and I'm all down again. It is so up and down, and thats so hard to cope with. I soent the weekend at my in-laws, and I guess I feel rough due to that (I ahve a mother -in0law who adores putting me down in front of my husband, to make her look better... Seriously! I honestly didn't need to be told how fat I'm looking every hour!). And I've ocme back to work, with alot of people hassling me about my time off last week.
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> So, to sum up! All I want right now, is to be taken away by the men in white coats, to somewhere where I know no one, and hide under a rock! I simply wish I could go somewhere where I didn't ave to face the people I know at the moment, for it's the people I know, who don't understan dwhat I'm going through. I have been trying to talk to them, but I end up simply listening to their problems.
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> I'm babbling as usual... sorry.
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> Nikki
Nikki, PsychoBabble is the right place to babble! Hope things get better for you soon. Take care!
poster:Cindy W
thread:27622
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