Posted by CarolAnn on December 9, 1999, at 7:08:57
In reply to CarolAnn CarolAnn CarolAnn, posted by zeke on December 9, 1999, at 0:57:47
Zeke, I'm so sorry to have inadvertantly mislead you, when I talked about mom's and suicide, I was not refering to my mom(who is alive and in denial), I was talking about *not* wanting to subject *my* child to the experience of having her mom commit suicide.
As far as pregnancy goes, I did not feel any better then usual, but since I could not take drugs, I self-medicated with food. I gained sixty pounds, on an already overweight body! Luckily, that "sixty" has come off, but I still need to drop quite a bit of weight.
As far as post-prenancy, Oh my god, I know I had the worst post-partum depression possible. Let me say this, you know your post-partum depression has been *bad*, when your husband gets a vasectomy just so that neither of you ever have to go through that again! 'Nuff said!
Thanx for all your support and helpful words! Oh yeah, I am feeling a bit better on the Adderall, especially with the Serzone getting out of my system. Thanx so much for your concern, it means alot!CarolAnn
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