Posted by Deb on July 6, 1999, at 14:01:16
In reply to me, posted by PL on July 6, 1999, at 13:04:15
> live in fl. thought about going east when we went to see the fireworks yesterday at the beach. couldn't stand to sit there. went back to the truck to feel more at home. get sort of agoraphobic when not in my ususal surroundings. go to work. got to. can't die cause my husb and daugh need the money. see a pscy. take wellb and tried several others. my husb is getting fed up. no family. parents dead. no friends. dont like people. at a dead end but have to go on. my life insur wouldn't keep them long. husb not very capable but very sarcastic and condesending. not much support. fall over a lot. sleep is good. don't miss work though. they need the $. i hate life. am a good actor at work. but sometimes i need to be myself.... nobody.
Dear PL,
How long have you been feeling this way? Do you feel that your meds or therapist are doing you any good? Do you dislike people or just the effort it takes to deal with them? I know when I'm very depressed I resent anyone intruding in my private world. Anyway, you've come to a good place for information, support and links to other resources where you might get help. Don't give up, believe me, help is out there.
Sending prayers and support your way,
Deb
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